Hi Zeph! Always good to hear your voice. I just want to add confirmation to what you were saying about spells in regards to the Menendez brothers. I was with someone who was broken completely during my time with him. A darkness took over that defies "human" explanation. I was so confused trying to understand it all from a mental view. During one horrible moment, a bubble burst in my mind space and fresh air came in. In my mind I realized what I was dealing with was completely insane. It was my beginning to move away spiritually, emotionally etc. Until I could physically remove myself. So their is a type of trance like state with serious abuse. A fog a confusion, something that feels physical in the mind. You literally cannot think straight or have any clarity. It is so chaotic you can only hold on. I hope this helps anyone who is there or has been there. There is something so dark and heavy and intentional. And as always thank GOD and Yeshua for their grace and for holding you in the midst. Even if it sucks, they are always there.
Im alive but not well....this life is so hard. A literal Nomad and im tired. Everything is lost including my pets. No jobs as I am a female "felon" they have never let me come up for air and yet here I am, refusing to give up....I'm alone (but the Lord is here) where is my faith? Do I even have any? I feel like i live off of the fumes...renew my spirit Lord, its so tired and exhausted. I'll go wherever he tells me....please so.e direction
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Hi Zeph! Always good to hear your voice. I just want to add confirmation to what you were saying about spells in regards to the Menendez brothers. I was with someone who was broken completely during my time with him. A darkness took over that defies "human" explanation. I was so confused trying to understand it all from a mental view. During one horrible moment, a bubble burst in my mind space and fresh air came in. In my mind I realized what I was dealing with was completely insane. It was my beginning to move away spiritually, emotionally etc. Until I could physically remove myself. So their is a type of trance like state with serious abuse. A fog a confusion, something that feels physical in the mind. You literally cannot think straight or have any clarity. It is so chaotic you can only hold on. I hope this helps anyone who is there or has been there. There is something so dark and heavy and intentional. And as always thank GOD and Yeshua for their grace and for holding you in the midst. Even if it sucks, they are always there.
Im alive but not well....this life is so hard. A literal Nomad and im tired. Everything is lost including my pets. No jobs as I am a female "felon" they have never let me come up for air and yet here I am, refusing to give up....I'm alone (but the Lord is here) where is my faith? Do I even have any? I feel like i live off of the fumes...renew my spirit Lord, its so tired and exhausted. I'll go wherever he tells me....please so.e direction
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